The Long Road Ahead: C26
The Conversation
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At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.
Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."
At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.
Disbelief mixed with a struggle for acceptance saturated the older man's features, so much so, that he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning's gaze trailed the man's movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.
"It so happened that Wang-ge's wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out about Haming's identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn't recalled Shan Haihong's name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn't be controlled."
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
This explanation was perfect.
This old man is also quite cute.
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.
But this relaxed state of Xiao Ning's did not last for very long, because Shan Yisong who had maintained his silence the entire time had called him up to his study.
"Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren't planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"
However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was as calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period, I had lived with my paternal aunt."
That question of Shan Yisong's made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn't something he had ever, in his life, considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over the logic behind the man's query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
"I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don't wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"
It was nothing he did not expect. It was bound to occur sooner or later. So rather calmly, Xiao Ning made his way up the stairs.
When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"
"Sit."
But then, following a pause, he added, "There's still a long way to go."
Like father, like son, huh...
Shan Yisong's eyes widened. "If he hasn't told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"
Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn't seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.
The Conversation
When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"
It wasn't because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming's sake.
Xiao Ning: "..."
But then, following a pause, he added, "There's still a long way to go."
Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?
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Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What's going on between you and Haiming?"
Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?
Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."
Perhaps he put too much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.
Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?
Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What's going on between you and Haiming?"
Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."
"Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.
"Don't speak in circles." Shan Yisong's frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
Like father, like son, huh...
This old man is also quite cute.
Such efficiency... After being done asking about the cause of the relationship, he got right down to investigating the members of the household.
Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."
"What do you mean they don't need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I'm warning you..."
The family elder emitted a sort of pressure as he spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone here in C-City, or do you have relatives here?"
Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn't have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"
Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?
"So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.
Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."
Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibility grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"
After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.
Panic flashed on Shan Yisong's face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And, if not for Xiao Ning's habit of observation and pouring every one of his attention towards that old man's body language, he would've missed that expression.
Perhaps he put too much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.
"What do you mean they don't need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I'm warning you..."
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
"Young man, I'm the one asking the questions here," Shan Yisong declared.
Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming's sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it was Shan Haiming's own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.
Xiao Ning: "..."
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
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Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn't seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.
"I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regard, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now caught me by surprise."
After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.
His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning's reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."
Disbelief mixed with a struggle for acceptance saturated the older man's features, so much so, that he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning's gaze trailed the man's movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.
Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"
"Don't speak in circles." Shan Yisong's frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"
For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man's expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn-out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"
"It so happened that Wang-ge's wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out about Haming's identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn't recalled Shan Haihong's name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn't be controlled."
Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."
This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all—as someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong's words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.
So this is why Shan Haiming had an easy time coming out of the closet because Shan Yisong just never believed him at all?
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
"She um... had her troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taken care of at my aunt's place, but, during my high school years, I lived at the dormitory. So I lost contact with them over the years."
Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.
Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It's a waste if someone doesn't act carefree during their youth?
It wasn't because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming's sake.
"So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.
Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?
"Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
"What do you mean they don't need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I'm warning you..."
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
Such efficiency... After being done asking about the cause of the relationship, he got right down to investigating the members of the household.
"I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don't wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"
"She um... had her troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taken care of at my aunt's place, but, during my high school years, I lived at the dormitory. So I lost contact with them over the years."
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all—as someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong's words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.
"Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.
In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."
But he obviously couldn't laugh out loud then and there, so with a gulp, he restrained himself and replied, "Um... I was actually taken there that night by Wang Hua. I had no idea who I was even meeting."
His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning's reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."
Such efficiency... After being done asking about the cause of the relationship, he got right down to investigating the members of the household.
With his gaze cast downwards, Xiao Ning couldn't help a feeling of admiration from brewing.
"Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"
Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It's a waste if someone doesn't act carefree during their youth?
His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning's reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."
"Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn't know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven't known each other for very long, and we still haven't shared our unhappy past. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."
So this is why Shan Haiming had an easy time coming out of the closet because Shan Yisong just never believed him at all?
Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?
Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibility grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"
On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"
For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man's expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn-out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"
Xiao Ning's honest and assured response allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong's trust. So now, the older man's words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"
This explanation was perfect.
Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming's sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it was Shan Haiming's own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.
Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn't seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.
Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn't have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"
This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all—as someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong's words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.
"Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.
Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."
Out of caution, Xiao Ning could only ask, "Exactly what Haiming had told you."
After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.
Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?
"So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.
Those words were not an answer, but they were extremely suggestive in nature. They left ample room for one's imagination and were enough for the one listening to understand. They were words one should never say before the head of a family, however, it was the safest way for his statement to be worded.
"She um... had her troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taken care of at my aunt's place, but, during my high school years, I lived at the dormitory. So I lost contact with them over the years."
On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"
"Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
"It so happened that Wang-ge's wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out about Haming's identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn't recalled Shan Haihong's name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn't be controlled."
"So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.
Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It's a waste if someone doesn't act carefree during their youth?
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Do things happen for a reason?"
Like father, like son, huh...
Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."
At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.
Shan Yisong's eyes widened. "If he hasn't told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"
It was nothing he did not expect. It was bound to occur sooner or later. So rather calmly, Xiao Ning made his way up the stairs.
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
Like father, like son, huh...
Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.
This old man is also quite cute.
"Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn't know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven't known each other for very long, and we still haven't shared our unhappy past. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."
Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.
His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning's reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."
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This explanation was perfect.
Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn't seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.
But then, following a pause, he added, "There's still a long way to go."
"So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.
But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."
It wasn't because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming's sake.
When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"
Xiao Ning grinned as he replied, "I have a classmate from primary school who has been my friend since then. His family is very kind, and once they knew of my situation they had helped me a lot."
And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only known each other for about three months."
Shan Yisong's face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true, words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.
And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"
Perhaps he put too much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.
Xiao Ning's honest and assured response allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong's trust. So now, the older man's words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"
But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."
When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"
"Young man, I'm the one asking the questions here," Shan Yisong declared.
Disbelief mixed with a struggle for acceptance saturated the older man's features, so much so, that he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning's gaze trailed the man's movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.
Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.
It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "break up" Shan Haiming would be able to choose to be with a male partner freely.
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Shan Yisong's face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true, words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.
When Shan Yisong stepped back, the vague tangled web of emotions woven onto his face gradually turned into resolve, and from his elevated position, he looked down at Xiao Ning. "How long have the of you been dating?"
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Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.
The Conversation
Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.
At lunch, both the guests and the hosts enjoyed themselves and their meals.
It was nothing he did not expect. It was bound to occur sooner or later. So rather calmly, Xiao Ning made his way up the stairs.
But he obviously couldn't laugh out loud then and there, so with a gulp, he restrained himself and replied, "Um... I was actually taken there that night by Wang Hua. I had no idea who I was even meeting."
Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn't seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.
It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "break up" Shan Haiming would be able to choose to be with a male partner freely.
The family elder emitted a sort of pressure as he spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone here in C-City, or do you have relatives here?"
Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming's father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don't need to know."
Perhaps he put too much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.
Shan Yisong wasn't a young man who lacked understanding, so despite the tact and simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, in between his sentences, were the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.
The family elder emitted a sort of pressure as he spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone here in C-City, or do you have relatives here?"
Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.
Xiao Ning's honest and assured response allowed him to gain some of Shan Yisong's trust. So now, the older man's words no longer held an edge. "Does Haiming really like men?"
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.
Shan Yisong wasn't a young man who lacked understanding, so despite the tact and simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, in between his sentences, were the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.
Internally, he regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn't asked?
"Nothing to do with you and Haiming?" Shan Yisong asked. "How can they have nothing to do with you two?! Shan Haiming brought this matter to us on this side, so what about your own? Do your parents know about you and Haiming?"
"Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.
The Conversation
In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."
"It so happened that Wang-ge's wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out about Haming's identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn't recalled Shan Haihong's name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn't be controlled."
Shan Yisong was sitting behind his desk, which had two wooden chairs laid out before it, chairs that didn't seem one bit comfortable. It looks like he discusses business matters with people at home during the weekdays.
"Don't speak in circles." Shan Yisong's frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"
At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
But then, following a pause, he added, "There's still a long way to go."
So this is why Shan Haiming had an easy time coming out of the closet because Shan Yisong just never believed him at all?
Those words were not an answer, but they were extremely suggestive in nature. They left ample room for one's imagination and were enough for the one listening to understand. They were words one should never say before the head of a family, however, it was the safest way for his statement to be worded.
"I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don't wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"
"Don't speak in circles." Shan Yisong's frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"
"Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn't know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven't known each other for very long, and we still haven't shared our unhappy past. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."
Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming's father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don't need to know."
"So what do you think about it?" Shan Yisong asked.
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?
This old man is also quite cute.
And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"
"Young man, I'm the one asking the questions here," Shan Yisong declared.
Xiao Ning grinned as he replied, "I have a classmate from primary school who has been my friend since then. His family is very kind, and once they knew of my situation they had helped me a lot."
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The family elder emitted a sort of pressure as he spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone here in C-City, or do you have relatives here?"
Xiao Ning: "..."
Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn't have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"
That question of Shan Yisong's made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn't something he had ever, in his life, considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over the logic behind the man's query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.
Internally, he regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn't asked?
Sir, do you think this is some kind of TV drama?
It wasn't because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming's sake.
"Perhaps..." Xiao Ning, losing himself in his role, smiled bitterly as he continued, "he still doesn't know me well enough to share all of those things with me. To be honest, we haven't known each other for very long, and we still haven't shared our unhappy past. So apart from the things he did tell me, I can only guess about other things pertaining to him."
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
Such efficiency... After being done asking about the cause of the relationship, he got right down to investigating the members of the household.
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What's going on between you and Haiming?"
Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.
But he obviously couldn't laugh out loud then and there, so with a gulp, he restrained himself and replied, "Um... I was actually taken there that night by Wang Hua. I had no idea who I was even meeting."
On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"
Shan Yisong wasn't a young man who lacked understanding, so despite the tact and simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, in between his sentences, were the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.
Xiao Ning was rather hesitant to reply to this question. What was he supposed to say? Young people are extremely frivolous? It's a waste if someone doesn't act carefree during their youth?
Shan Yisong wasn't a young man who lacked understanding, so despite the tact and simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, in between his sentences, were the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.
On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
In the end, Xiao Ning gathered his courage and replied to the older man, "On the night we met one another, the two of us drank a bit and afterwards... Haiming spent the night at my place."
"Wang Hua, as in his assistant?" Shan Yisong asked in confirmation.
However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was as calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period, I had lived with my paternal aunt."
Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn't have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"
This old man is also quite cute.
"Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren't planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"
"Don't speak in circles." Shan Yisong's frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
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Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man's expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into the chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."
"Sit."
For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man's expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn-out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"
Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What's going on between you and Haiming?"
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
"It so happened that Wang-ge's wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out about Haming's identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn't recalled Shan Haihong's name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn't be controlled."
Internally, he regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn't asked?
Xiao Ning remained silent for a moment, then asked a question he probably shouldn't have. "Why would he go bring someone here to pretend he was gay?"
"It so happened that Wang-ge's wife had given birth, so when I went to see them I ended up talking about that matter with him, and that was how I found out about Haming's identity. I was quite shocked upon hearing it, too. I hadn't recalled Shan Haihong's name clearly back then either," Xiao Ning explained himself in detail, then added, "I guess it was fate. So, all in all, Haiming and I got in touch with each other once more like this. I was grateful for his help, and we kept in touch with each other more. But since we had already spent the night together, things progressed in a way that couldn't be controlled."
Xiao Ning felt his sense of responsibility grow a bit greater, his mouth pressing into a line before he responded, "Mr. Shan, so you think your son are I are putting on an act, or is it that you hope this is all just a show?"
The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
After he was finished speaking, Xiao Ning let out a breath of satisfaction at having delivered this story chock full of twists and turns, along with riveting ups and downs. It was reasonable enough to make a person be convinced.
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Stopping himself mid-sentence, the older man's expression changed again, a weary sigh escaping him before he sat himself back into the chair and massaged his temples. "Continue."
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
This old man is also quite cute.
Disbelief mixed with a struggle for acceptance saturated the older man's features, so much so, that he rose to his feet and took a couple steps away from his desk. Xiao Ning's gaze trailed the man's movements, guessing there would be another scene between the father and son proceeding this meeting.
Shan Yisong's face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true, words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.
And to it, Shan Yisong nodded while admitting, "You two have only known each other for about three months."
The family elder emitted a sort of pressure as he spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone here in C-City, or do you have relatives here?"
That question of Shan Yisong's made Xiao Ning break character, it wasn't something he had ever, in his life, considered. So when Shan Yisong proposed such a question he mulled over the logic behind the man's query for a while before he understood, and at that moment, Xiao Ning experienced a novel sense of hilarity.
Perhaps he put too much faith in Shan Haiming, and unexpectedly, had never thought of going over his lines with Shan Haiming even once.
Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."
The next words Xiao Ning spoke were said with a bit more aggression than he normally used to speak. "From the start, you had already decided for yourself what sort of person I am. So in my humble opinion, apart from hearing what you think to be true, nothing I say would ever qualify as your 'truth.'"
"Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.
Such efficiency... After being done asking about the cause of the relationship, he got right down to investigating the members of the household.
For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man's expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn-out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"
"She um... had her troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taken care of at my aunt's place, but, during my high school years, I lived at the dormitory. So I lost contact with them over the years."
"Young man, I'm the one asking the questions here," Shan Yisong declared.
But before Xiao Ning could open his mouth to speak, Shan Yisong raised his hand to stop him and added, "Just know, I have methods of verifying whether your words are truthful or lies."
Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning's family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"
Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.
The hands Shan Yisong used to hold the back of his chair clenched tightly as he bellowed, "Nonsense!"
"Young man, I'm the one asking the questions here," Shan Yisong declared.
Shan Yisong's face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true, words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.
On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"
Panic flashed on Shan Yisong's face at this question, his expression could almost be described as helpless, but it was quickly hidden away, nowhere to be seen. And, if not for Xiao Ning's habit of observation and pouring every one of his attention towards that old man's body language, he would've missed that expression.
It wasn't because he was currently being interrogated like a criminal, however, it was instead for Shan Haiming's sake.
"Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.
Internally, he regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn't asked?
And the gaze he had cast towards Xiao Ning grew all the more displeased. "Haihong said you worked at Rihua, so did you know of Haiming and deliberately approach him?"
"Nothing to do with you and Haiming?" Shan Yisong asked. "How can they have nothing to do with you two?! Shan Haiming brought this matter to us on this side, so what about your own? Do your parents know about you and Haiming?"
Xiao Ning: "..."
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all—as someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong's words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Those words of his made Xiao Ning think the man before him knew that the only thing between himself and Shan Haiming was an agreement. What on earth did Shan Haiming say to his father?
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
"Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.
Xiao Ning looked at Shan Yisong. While speaking of Shan Haiming's sexual orientation, he still managed to maintain an inscrutable expression because it was Shan Haiming's own choice, which indicated the existence of a certain level of trust Shan Yisong has in his son. But at the mere possibility of his son being subjected to unfair treatment, he displayed his anger clearly.
It was a good thing. Liking the same sex on the familial side of things can be a difficult road to traverse, so if it can be resolved, it should. This way, even if he and Shan Haiming do "break up" Shan Haiming would be able to choose to be with a male partner freely.
This old man is also quite cute.
The family elder emitted a sort of pressure as he spoke, "Who are the members of your family? What do they do? Are you alone here in C-City, or do you have relatives here?"
Xiao Ning remained silent for a while.
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
With his gaze cast downwards, Xiao Ning couldn't help a feeling of admiration from brewing.
"I understand, Mr. Shan." Xiao Ning then thought carefully before he added, "I sincerely apologise. I had no intention of offending you. It would be too arrogant of me if I said I understood your feelings. I found out that Haiming holds his family in very high regard, but he never explained his family matters to me in detail, so your question just now caught me by surprise."
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
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Shan Yisong's face had also been devoid of doubt. It only held a reluctance to believe the words spoken as true, words even Xiao Ning himself would have believed.
Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning's family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"
Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming's father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don't need to know."
With his gaze cast downwards, Xiao Ning couldn't help a feeling of admiration from brewing.
"What do you mean they don't need to know?" Shan Yison looked as though he wanted to slam the desk, and the pressure leaving him rose sharply. "I'm warning you..."
Shan Yisong then asked, "So where is your mother?"
Thinking it over for a bit, Xiao Ning replied, "I know a little."
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
However, to the contrary, Xiao Ning was as calm as a tranquil sea. "My father had already passed away a long time ago. And before he left this world, he and my mother had divorced. So for a short period, I had lived with my paternal aunt."
"Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"
"Don't speak in circles." Shan Yisong's frown was extremely intimidating. "How can Haiming like men? Did he bring you here as a farce?"
"I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don't wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"
Probably because he never expected Xiao Ning's family situation to be like this, Shan Yisong lost his bearings, but he still did not hesitate to ask, "How did your father pass? Was it a hereditary genetic illness or was it accidental?"
But this relaxed state of Xiao Ning's did not last for very long, because Shan Yisong who had maintained his silence the entire time had called him up to his study.
Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming's father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don't need to know."
Xiao Ning: "..."
His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning's reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."
Shan Yisong's expression did not look all that great, he had no idea where his imagination had taken him. "Haiming did tell me, he said..."
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After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Shan Yisong then asked, "So where is your mother?"
"Of course not, Mr. Shan," Xiao Ning replied.
Without any delay, Shan Yisong directly stuck the knife in and cut to the chase, "What's going on between you and Haiming?"
"I thought you were a person who had at least some sense of propriety." Shan Yisong narrowed his eyes and seriously assessed Xiao Ning. "This is my house, and you don't wish to be kicked out of here, do you not?"
"She um... had her troubles." Out of habit, Xiao Ning smiled lightly as he continued, "She had left some money for me to be taken care of at my aunt's place, but, during my high school years, I lived at the dormitory. So I lost contact with them over the years."
This old man who could not be looked upon as an old man, held his back straight and bore the demeanour of someone who stood above all—as someone who had full dominion over all, prompting Xiao Ning to square himself in his seat. But even though he carefully considered Shan Yisong's words, for some reason he could not explain, Xiao Ning felt his anger rise.
On his knees, the hands resting on them clasped together without him knowing. "That... Those things have nothing to do with me and Haiming, how can they?"
Internally, he regretted his carelessness, his brows crinkling slightly into a frown. Shan Yisong never believed Shan Haiming was gay from the beginning, so maybe... this was something he hadn't asked?
Maintaining his smile, Xiao Ning continued, "Which is why it doesn't matter that they don't know about me and Haiming."
Whatever... If it can make Shan Haiming's father rest at ease, talking about it should be fine. And so Xiao Ning replied, "They don't need to know."
Shan Yisong wasn't a young man who lacked understanding, so despite the tact and simplicity within the words Xiao Ning spoke, in between his sentences, were the difficulties of a youth who had lost his support system.
Ultimately, Xiao Ning replied, "Do things happen for a reason?"
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.
At least, that was how it appeared on the surface.
After all, even an idiot could figure out the situation after one or two guesses, and Xiao Ning was a person who had always thought a lot. How could Shan Yisong not see the enmity Shan Haihong has towards Shan Haiming? And instead of doing something, that man was questioning him. He didn't even think about why Shan Haiming would be doing all this.
Xiao Ning grinned as he replied, "I have a classmate from primary school who has been my friend since then. His family is very kind, and once they knew of my situation they had helped me a lot."
Such efficiency... After being done asking about the cause of the relationship, he got right down to investigating the members of the household.
"I'm not interested in your flowery words, I just want the truth."
"Wang-ge was my superior in the past." Xiao Ning nodded as he replied. "Honestly, after that night, because it was rather embarrassing, the two of us weren't planning to continue our in-depth exchanges. I also thought I would never get into contact with Haiming again. But then I had some trouble at work. He had mentioned this to you, right?"
Nodding, Shan Yisong to a moment before he finally spoke. "I understand, and I believe you, for now."
Shan Yisong's eyes widened. "If he hasn't told you anything, how am I supposed to believe you two are a actually couple?"
Xiao Ning was taken aback. He and Shan Haiming never rehearsed any lines.
Smiling politely, Xiao Ning took a seat opposite the older man.
"Good." Shan Yisong then asked, "So tell me, what did my son give you to make you come here and put on this act of his?"
Wu Yi was a very gracious hostess, not allowing anyone to feel left out in the cold. But regardless of whether it was due to her nature or just her ability, she nonetheless made people feel at ease.
But then, following a pause, he added, "There's still a long way to go."
His question was direct as it was practical. Earning Xiao Ning's reply, "It was probably... accidental not from a genetic disease. There is no history of major diseases in my family."
For a long time, he looked at Xiao Ning with a gaze that grew all the more complex. "If you lost contact with them during high school, how did you manage to continue your studies and housing?"
For a good while, Shan Yisong simply stared at Xiao Ning, as if he were dissecting the younger man's expression with his eyes. In the end, he closed his eyes while releasing a drawn-out sigh, the fiercely imposing air that had gathered around him earlier quietly dissipating. "Do you know about what happened to Shan Haiming before?"
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