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Chapter: 13 | There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost"

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There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost"

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_{Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."}
After making my way back to the university, I finished attending a couple of classes then went home to get the clothes.

Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."

_{Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."}Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.

Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

_{Holding back my joy, which was just about to burst, I put on a moderate smile and said to him casually: "Oh, so you're actually single, hm..."}
Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue. My Prince Charming wanted to start his new and beautiful love life, yet here I was unable to keep even a few pieces of clothing. It made me sad, really sad, but I still kept a smile on my face. I also wanted to burst into tears, but my reason told me I must not. What if Xiao Huaisu came right as I was crying silently and in a delicate state? He might have then mistakenly thought I was being bullied when we met. What if he tried to to get revenge for my sake? He's Professor Song's now! I can't let him do something like that! As his fan, I absolutely cannot allow my perfect man to get himself in trouble with an emotional Libra.

Holding back my joy, which was just about to burst, I put on a moderate smile and said to him casually: "Oh, so you're actually single, hm..."

_{Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.}
Just as I was in the middle of my fantasizing, I couldn't stop myself from giggling out lout like an idiot. Xiao Huaisu stealthily made his way over just then, standing right before me while I was of course so engrossed in myself I failed to notice him, and the reason for his perceived stealth-like state. Looking at the bag of clothes on my lap, he said: "I thought you were possessed by a ghost when I saw you from far away."

Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.

_{Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry.}
This situation right here tells us just how huge a gap there is between expectations and reality. There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost".

Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry."

_{Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue.}Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.

Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue. My Prince Charming wanted to start his new and beautiful love life, yet here I was unable to keep even a few pieces of clothing. It made me sad, really sad, but I still kept a smile on my face. I also wanted to burst into tears, but my reason told me I must not. What if Xiao Huaisu came right as I was crying silently and in a delicate state? He might have then mistakenly thought I was being bullied when we met. What if he tried to to get revenge for my sake? He's Professor Song's now! I can't let him do something like that! As his fan, I absolutely cannot allow my perfect man to get himself in trouble with an emotional Libra.

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Ain't that funny.

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_{Pushing back my real thoughts, I faked a regretful face as I told him: "Oh. But this week my parents are planning to go visit the countryside to experience the joy of farm life. So they sadly won't be there."}Forcing out a smile, I quickly shoved a piece of braised pork into my mouth, chewing it while I spread my eyes wide and spat out lies: "It tastes really good, seriously good. My face is pale because of the milk-based cleanser I use."

Pushing back my real thoughts, I faked a regretful face as I told him: "Oh. But this week my parents are planning to go visit the countryside to experience the joy of farm life. So they sadly won't be there."

_{Yes, I decided to be practical and simply tell him the honest truth. Seeing he showed no signs of being mad, I breathed a sigh of relief, then added: "So that's what happened... I really uh... I really did think you were married when I did all that, but I still did deceive Professor Song though..."}
If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

Yes, I decided to be practical and simply tell him the honest truth. Seeing he showed no signs of being mad, I breathed a sigh of relief, then added: "So that's what happened... I really uh... I really did think you were married when I did all that, but I still did deceive Professor Song though..."

_{"No, of course not. It's just that those two are getting older and prefer spending their time being wrapped up in their own little world all the more. Even I've had a hard time getting in their way. So you really don't need to go. After all, not disturbing them can be our final form of sincerity."}Xiao Huaisu didn't take them though, instead he asked: "Have you eaten?"

"No, of course not. It's just that those two are getting older and prefer spending their time being wrapped up in their own little world all the more. Even I've had a hard time getting in their way. So you really don't need to go. After all, not disturbing them can be our final form of sincerity."

_{I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"}"Yeah, everyone is looking for one," I replied while holding my own cup of tea.

I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"

_{After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.}
Xiao Huaisu didn't take them though, instead he asked: "Have you eaten?"

After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.

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To which I responded: "No."

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_{I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones.}How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!

I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones. But when it came to important matters she was able to tell them apart clearly. After all, we've been through many ups and downs with her grandparents, and now that she's a little older, it was perfectly normal for her to be curious about the other person she shared a blood relation with. Which is why I shouldn't hide it from her any longer.

_{It might drag on for a while, but as for next week, I'll just have to think up another excuse to successfully prevent Xiao Huaisu from meeting my folks. If need be, I'll even be brazen.}
"Then let's go eat first."

It might drag on for a while, but as for next week, I'll just have to think up another excuse to successfully prevent Xiao Huaisu from meeting my folks. If need be, I'll even be brazen.

_{Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.}Putting down his chopsticks, Xiao Huaisu gracefully wiped his mouth before resting down his napkin to reply: "Probably some time this week."

Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.

_{That Friday, I took Li You to my parent's place for the weekend as usual, but when we were having dinner, Lee Moli uttered a sentence which gave me fright.}
Was this him trying to hint at me that I should treat him to lunch? But I don't have any money. That nine yuan I lent Qiao Damai was all I had on me, so with an embarrassed look, I said to him: "But I didn't bring any money with me today."

That Friday, I took Li You to my parent's place for the weekend as usual, but when we were having dinner, Lee Moli uttered a sentence which gave me fright.

_{Just as I was in the middle of my fantasizing, I couldn't stop myself from giggling out lout like an idiot. Xiao Huaisu stealthily made his way over just then, standing right before me while I was of course so engrossed in myself I failed to notice him, and the reason for his perceived stealth-like state.}No... he must be showing off how he got a beautiful lady like Professor Song as his special friend. How mean.

Just as I was in the middle of my fantasizing, I couldn't stop myself from giggling out lout like an idiot. Xiao Huaisu stealthily made his way over just then, standing right before me while I was of course so engrossed in myself I failed to notice him, and the reason for his perceived stealth-like state. Looking at the bag of clothes on my lap, he said: "I thought you were possessed by a ghost when I saw you from far away."

_{Li You crossed her arms and looked at me: "I don't think it's a big deal." Meaning, there's no reason at all for her to prepare.}Could it be they're—friends with benefits?!

Li You crossed her arms and looked at me: "I don't think it's a big deal." Meaning, there's no reason at all for her to prepare.

_{Following the passing of a few minutes, I said to Li You: "Here's the thing, your grandpa and grandma still don't know about them, so after I tell you, you have to keep it a secret for dad, alright?"}
Xiao Huaisu glanced at me, then turned to head for the parking lot. While he walked beside me, he said: "If you want to treat me, I'll just lend you the money." Hearing him say this made me realise he was planning on treating me, but I just had to go and blow this chance. I regretted my slowness, and asked myself why I just had to go open my big mouth. My chance for a free meal went kaput all because my attempt to act smart turned into me shooting myself in the foot. God, I regretted it. I regretted it so much.

Following the passing of a few minutes, I said to Li You: "Here's the thing, your grandpa and grandma still don't know about them, so after I tell you, you have to keep it a secret for dad, alright?"

_{While waiting for our orders to arrive, Xiao Huaisu took a sip of his tea, then after putting down his cup, he casually asked: "Have you started looking for a company to intern at recently?"}
I was planning on refusing him at first, but after thinking how difficult it would be for a chance like this to come by in the future, me not eating this meal would be all the more tragic! even if it turned out I was the one treating him.

While waiting for our orders to arrive, Xiao Huaisu took a sip of his tea, then after putting down his cup, he casually asked: "Have you started looking for a company to intern at recently?"

_{{Should I jump up and knock some sense into him?} I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.}Once he heard me say I was career focused, Xiao Huaisu suddenly let out a faint smile. I honestly thought he was laughing at me at first, but from the look on his face, it didn't seem as if he was. He then said: "Speaking of this matter, it's been so long since I've been back yet I haven't visited Uncle and Aunty Li..."

Should I jump up and knock some sense into him? I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.

_{Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue.}Could it be they're—friends with benefits?!

Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue. My Prince Charming wanted to start his new and beautiful love life, yet here I was unable to keep even a few pieces of clothing. It made me sad, really sad, but I still kept a smile on my face. I also wanted to burst into tears, but my reason told me I must not. What if Xiao Huaisu came right as I was crying silently and in a delicate state? He might have then mistakenly thought I was being bullied when we met. What if he tried to to get revenge for my sake? He's Professor Song's now! I can't let him do something like that! As his fan, I absolutely cannot allow my perfect man to get himself in trouble with an emotional Libra.

_{"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."}
After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.

"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."

_{After all, this conversation did turn my dark gloomy skies into clear ones.}
While waiting for our orders to arrive, Xiao Huaisu took a sip of his tea, then after putting down his cup, he casually asked: "Have you started looking for a company to intern at recently?"

After all, this conversation did turn my dark gloomy skies into clear ones.

_{"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."}
"Yeah, everyone is looking for one," I replied while holding my own cup of tea.

"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."

_{I just honestly wish you would never meet those two. Why would I be mad? Besides, I know you're busy right now.}
"How's the search going?"

I just honestly wish you would never meet those two. Why would I be mad? Besides, I know you're busy right now.

_{He never expected I'd refuse him going to visit my parents, so looked at me and asked: "Are you mad?"}"Are you sure you understood what I said?" Xiao Huaisu turned to face me, looking at me strangely.

He never expected I'd refuse him going to visit my parents, so looked at me and asked: "Are you mad?"

_{After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."}
"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."

After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."

_{Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."}Holding back my joy, which was just about to burst, I put on a moderate smile and said to him casually: "Oh, so you're actually single, hm..."

Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."

_{I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!}
"Hm. Why did you tell Professor Song I was already married?"

I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!

_{All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.}I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!

All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.

_{I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones.}Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?

I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones. But when it came to important matters she was able to tell them apart clearly. After all, we've been through many ups and downs with her grandparents, and now that she's a little older, it was perfectly normal for her to be curious about the other person she shared a blood relation with. Which is why I shouldn't hide it from her any longer.

_{"No no no! I'm the one who trusted Li Zhi too much!"}
I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding. It was never my intention to break you guys up or anything. Please let me explain, here's what happened—"

"No no no! I'm the one who trusted Li Zhi too much!"

_{That Friday, I took Li You to my parent's place for the weekend as usual, but when we were having dinner, Lee Moli uttered a sentence which gave me fright.}I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding. It was never my intention to break you guys up or anything. Please let me explain, here's what happened—"

That Friday, I took Li You to my parent's place for the weekend as usual, but when we were having dinner, Lee Moli uttered a sentence which gave me fright.

_{"I long gave up all hope concerning your IQ, so it's no big deal."}
After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"

"I long gave up all hope concerning your IQ, so it's no big deal."

_{"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"}***

"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"

_{"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."}After eating, we made our way out to the restaurant parking lot.

"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."

_{Maybe it was because a long time had passed. This Lee Moli was in no way like the Lee Moli from back then who cared about Li You having another father.}
Yes, I decided to be practical and simply tell him the honest truth. Seeing he showed no signs of being mad, I breathed a sigh of relief, then added: "So that's what happened... I really uh... I really did think you were married when I did all that, but I still did deceive Professor Song though..."

Maybe it was because a long time had passed. This Lee Moli was in no way like the Lee Moli from back then who cared about Li You having another father. But this reaction was in no way proof she won't kick up a fuss about this matter again. From since I grew up, it was my first time having seen her blow up like that. I still remember her threatening me to tell her who it was after she found out I was pregnant. From the start, she scolded and beat me, but once she realised I wouldn't budge, she didn't say anything afterwards. I was shocked when she said nothing to me for half a year, which even made the stern and unsympathetic Li Zhi unable to bear it to where he pleaded with her on my behalf. Naturally I survived in the end, even though dealing with my parents disappointment, the strange changes of my body, and the person I like moving away back in those days were undoubtedly difficult to bear.

_{Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."}"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."

Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."

_{I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.}He never expected I'd refuse him going to visit my parents, so looked at me and asked: "Are you mad?"

I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.

_{"Hm. Why did you tell Professor Song I was already married?"}
"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"

"Hm. Why did you tell Professor Song I was already married?"

_{Could it be they're—friends with benefits?!}
"No no no! I'm the one who trusted Li Zhi too much!"

Could it be they're—friends with benefits?!

_{"Professor Song and I aren't in a relationship."}
Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"

"Professor Song and I aren't in a relationship."

_{All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.}
"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."

All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.

_{All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.}If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.

_{If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."}
Once he heard me say I was career focused, Xiao Huaisu suddenly let out a faint smile. I honestly thought he was laughing at me at first, but from the look on his face, it didn't seem as if he was. He then said: "Speaking of this matter, it's been so long since I've been back yet I haven't visited Uncle and Aunty Li..."

If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

_{{Oh my god!}}I was disappointed as well as hopeless, but... I was also unable to stop myself from getting lost in my thoughts. Like for instance, since my Mr. Right was into hooking up, then maybe his next fυсk buddy could also be me? Right as I thought this, the voice in my head smacked me to my senses, saying: "Quit dreaming. You're a man." Those words left two streams of tears in my heart. But while all this was happening in my head, I made sure to put on an "I'm with the times" too expression, and said to him understandingly: "So it's like that... Well, since everyone involved is an adult, it's not really a big deal then. It's fine as long as both of you are happy."

Oh my god!

_"..."Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue. My Prince Charming wanted to start his new and beautiful love life, yet here I was unable to keep even a few pieces of clothing. It made me sad, really sad, but I still kept a smile on my face. I also wanted to burst into tears, but my reason told me I must not. What if Xiao Huaisu came right as I was crying silently and in a delicate state? He might have then mistakenly thought I was being bullied when we met. What if he tried to to get revenge for my sake? He's Professor Song's now! I can't let him do something like that! As his fan, I absolutely cannot allow my perfect man to get himself in trouble with an emotional Libra.

"..."

_{Should I jump up and knock some sense into him? I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.}
I saw that smile yet not a smile on Xiao Huaisu's face which was just like Li You's, it made my heart skip a beat. I absolutely cannot let him go meet Li Zhi and Lee Moli. Once they meet, what if Lee Moli's hawk-like eyes picks upon this clue? What will I do if she thinks that Xiao Huaisu was the one who stole me away, got me pregnant then abandoned me as a result? Xiao Huaisu is older than me, so Lee Moli would never think that I was the one who pounced on him. Naturally the latter is more unbelievable.

Should I jump up and knock some sense into him? I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.

_{First, I pulled out my phone rocking it's newly changed screen and found a picture used for Xiao Huaisu's campus ID I got from the university's network. This picture was one I kept secretly on my phone.}
I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.

First, I pulled out my phone rocking it's newly changed screen and found a picture used for Xiao Huaisu's campus ID I got from the university's network. This picture was one I kept secretly on my phone.

_{After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"}If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"

_{Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."}I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.

Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

_{I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"}
"Those two are very busy. Plus, you don't really need to go see them." I put down the teacup and placed my arms on the table, looking at Xiao Huaisu while hinting he should change his mind.

I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"

_{Ain't that funny.}
He never expected I'd refuse him going to visit my parents, so looked at me and asked: "Are you mad?"

Ain't that funny.

_***My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.

***

_{Ain't that funny.}I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"

Ain't that funny.

_{After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"}
I just honestly wish you would never meet those two. Why would I be mad? Besides, I know you're busy right now.

After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"

_{Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."}Li You then asked: "Dad, have you thought it over yet?"

Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

_{I of course knew what Li You was referring to. I thought she had already forgotten, never expecting she'd care this much about it, thus forcing me to close the book back again then ask: "Are you sure you're prepared to hear it?"}
"No, of course not. It's just that those two are getting older and prefer spending their time being wrapped up in their own little world all the more. Even I've had a hard time getting in their way. So you really don't need to go. After all, not disturbing them can be our final form of sincerity."

I of course knew what Li You was referring to. I thought she had already forgotten, never expecting she'd care this much about it, thus forcing me to close the book back again then ask: "Are you sure you're prepared to hear it?"

_{Holding back my joy, which was just about to burst, I put on a moderate smile and said to him casually: "Oh, so you're actually single, hm..."}How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!

Holding back my joy, which was just about to burst, I put on a moderate smile and said to him casually: "Oh, so you're actually single, hm..."

_{"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."}
Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."

"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."

_{Oh my god!}
"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."

Oh my god!

_{This situation right here tells us just how huge a gap there is between expectations and reality. There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost".}I of course knew what Li You was referring to. I thought she had already forgotten, never expecting she'd care this much about it, thus forcing me to close the book back again then ask: "Are you sure you're prepared to hear it?"

This situation right here tells us just how huge a gap there is between expectations and reality. There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost".

_{|-________________-|}Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry."

|-________________-|

_{While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.}
Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."

While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.

_{Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"}
The food I ate tasted like wax in my mouth. All I could think about was the image of Lee Moli chasing me with a mop and hitting me. Seeing this Xiao Huaisu asked: "Does it taste bad? Why is your face so pale?"

Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"

_{"Yeah, everyone is looking for one," I replied while holding my own cup of tea.}"How's the search going?"

"Yeah, everyone is looking for one," I replied while holding my own cup of tea.

_{After making my way back to the university, I finished attending a couple of classes then went home to get the clothes.}
Forcing out a smile, I quickly shoved a piece of braised pork into my mouth, chewing it while I spread my eyes wide and spat out lies: "It tastes really good, seriously good. My face is pale because of the milk-based cleanser I use."

After making my way back to the university, I finished attending a couple of classes then went home to get the clothes.

_{Just as I was in complete awe of myself, Xiao Huaisu sent me a tornado that blew me into a rainbow high in the sky. I was left utterly stunned.}|-________________-|

Just as I was in complete awe of myself, Xiao Huaisu sent me a tornado that blew me into a rainbow high in the sky. I was left utterly stunned.

_{Li You figured it was rare for me to act this normal, so she gave a serious grunt of approval.}"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."

Li You figured it was rare for me to act this normal, so she gave a serious grunt of approval.

_{Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?}
After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"

Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?

_{After eating dinner, we went for a stroll around the neighbourhood. Then at eight thirty, I took out an adventure book and sat cross legged facing Li You on her bed.}After all, this conversation did turn my dark gloomy skies into clear ones.

After eating dinner, we went for a stroll around the neighbourhood. Then at eight thirty, I took out an adventure book and sat cross legged facing Li You on her bed. She had already changed into her little nightgown with the lace trimmings, while her hair was scattered about her shoulders. When she looked at me solemnly, I got the kind of feeling that she had already grown up, and was unable to stop my hand from reaching out to organise those messy locks of hers, while giving her a smile, ready to begin telling her the story.

_{Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"}While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.

Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"

_{My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.}
Putting down his chopsticks, Xiao Huaisu gracefully wiped his mouth before resting down his napkin to reply: "Probably some time this week."

My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.

_{Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."}Shooting him a knowing wink, I replied: "Do you have to say it so clearly? Geez... I get it, okay? But can you just not say it so casually next time? Yes, you're not in a 'relationship', but people in our domestic environment aren't too accepting of the rise and liberation of women regarding such activities, so please consider Professor Song next time, okay?" Aren't you too inconsiderate? What about any of this is worth showing off, huh? I'm not jealous, totally not jealous at all, seriously!

Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."

_{After all, this conversation did turn my dark gloomy skies into clear ones.}Was this him trying to hint at me that I should treat him to lunch? But I don't have any money. That nine yuan I lent Qiao Damai was all I had on me, so with an embarrassed look, I said to him: "But I didn't bring any money with me today."

After all, this conversation did turn my dark gloomy skies into clear ones.

_{I was disappointed as well as hopeless, but..}
Pushing back my real thoughts, I faked a regretful face as I told him: "Oh. But this week my parents are planning to go visit the countryside to experience the joy of farm life. So they sadly won't be there."

I was disappointed as well as hopeless, but... I was also unable to stop myself from getting lost in my thoughts. Like for instance, since my Mr. Right was into hooking up, then maybe his next fυсk buddy could also be me? Right as I thought this, the voice in my head smacked me to my senses, saying: "Quit dreaming. You're a man." Those words left two streams of tears in my heart. But while all this was happening in my head, I made sure to put on an "I'm with the times" too expression, and said to him understandingly: "So it's like that... Well, since everyone involved is an adult, it's not really a big deal then. It's fine as long as both of you are happy."

_{Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.}
"I'll just do it next week then," Xiao Huaisu replied casually.

Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.

_{While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.}Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"

While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.

_{I saw that smile yet not a smile on Xiao Huaisu's face which was just like Li You's, it made my heart skip a beat. I absolutely cannot let him go meet Li Zhi and Lee Moli.}Dark lines formed over my face at her words. Li You definitely thought Xiao Huaisu was a woman again, so I explained: "Don't misunderstand, and listen to what I say." He's not the very manly woman you're currently imagining him to be.

I saw that smile yet not a smile on Xiao Huaisu's face which was just like Li You's, it made my heart skip a beat. I absolutely cannot let him go meet Li Zhi and Lee Moli. Once they meet, what if Lee Moli's hawk-like eyes picks upon this clue? What will I do if she thinks that Xiao Huaisu was the one who stole me away, got me pregnant then abandoned me as a result? Xiao Huaisu is older than me, so Lee Moli would never think that I was the one who pounced on him. Naturally the latter is more unbelievable.

_{Li You then asked: "Dad, have you thought it over yet?"}
After eating, we made our way out to the restaurant parking lot.

Li You then asked: "Dad, have you thought it over yet?"

_{I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding.}N/A

I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding. It was never my intention to break you guys up or anything. Please let me explain, here's what happened—"

_{"Yeah, everyone is looking for one," I replied while holding my own cup of tea.}
It might drag on for a while, but as for next week, I'll just have to think up another excuse to successfully prevent Xiao Huaisu from meeting my folks. If need be, I'll even be brazen.

"Yeah, everyone is looking for one," I replied while holding my own cup of tea.

_{My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.}I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!

My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.

_{"At the office, the computer she uses had a problem so when I helped her fix it I saw the email you sent her along with my name, and with her permission, I opened then read it. Is there a problem with that?"}
While on our way to the parking lot, I couldn't help but be in awe. How could I be so quick on my feet, huh? How just how can I be so clever—and still be this handsome!

"At the office, the computer she uses had a problem so when I helped her fix it I saw the email you sent her along with my name, and with her permission, I opened then read it. Is there a problem with that?"

_{No... he must be showing off how he got a beautiful lady like Professor Song as his special friend. How mean.}
Just as I was in complete awe of myself, Xiao Huaisu sent me a tornado that blew me into a rainbow high in the sky. I was left utterly stunned.

No... he must be showing off how he got a beautiful lady like Professor Song as his special friend. How mean.

_{Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."}"Then let's go eat first."

Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."

_{Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."}
"Professor Song and I aren't in a relationship."

Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

_{"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."}I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding. It was never my intention to break you guys up or anything. Please let me explain, here's what happened—"

"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."

_{Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."}"But you read her emails. How can you still have just an ordinary relationship then?"

Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."

_{Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."}
My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.

Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."

_{Once he heard me say I was career focused, Xiao Huaisu suddenly let out a faint smile. I honestly thought he was laughing at me at first, but from the look on his face, it didn't seem as if he was. He then said: "Speaking of this matter, it's been so long since I've been back yet I haven't visited Uncle and Aunty Li..."}
Oh my god!

Once he heard me say I was career focused, Xiao Huaisu suddenly let out a faint smile. I honestly thought he was laughing at me at first, but from the look on his face, it didn't seem as if he was. He then said: "Speaking of this matter, it's been so long since I've been back yet I haven't visited Uncle and Aunty Li..."

_{Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry.}How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!

Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry."

_{To which I responded: "No."}Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.

To which I responded: "No."

_{Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue.}
Could it be they're—friends with benefits?!

Holding the bag of clothes in my arms, I sat on a bench near the sporting grounds and under a big tree outside the school. Looking at the clothes in my hands, a feeling of reluctance hit me out of the blue. My Prince Charming wanted to start his new and beautiful love life, yet here I was unable to keep even a few pieces of clothing. It made me sad, really sad, but I still kept a smile on my face. I also wanted to burst into tears, but my reason told me I must not. What if Xiao Huaisu came right as I was crying silently and in a delicate state? He might have then mistakenly thought I was being bullied when we met. What if he tried to to get revenge for my sake? He's Professor Song's now! I can't let him do something like that! As his fan, I absolutely cannot allow my perfect man to get himself in trouble with an emotional Libra.

_{After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."}Was this him trying to hint at me that I should treat him to lunch? But I don't have any money. That nine yuan I lent Qiao Damai was all I had on me, so with an embarrassed look, I said to him: "But I didn't bring any money with me today."

After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."

_{Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head {is} full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.}I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"

Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.

_{The food I ate tasted like wax in my mouth. All I could think about was the image of Lee Moli chasing me with a mop and hitting me. Seeing this Xiao Huaisu asked: "Does it taste bad? Why is your face so pale?"}
All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.

The food I ate tasted like wax in my mouth. All I could think about was the image of Lee Moli chasing me with a mop and hitting me. Seeing this Xiao Huaisu asked: "Does it taste bad? Why is your face so pale?"

_{"You're probably the only one who'd believe those rumours were true." Xiao Huaisu stroked my head gently, a faint trace of helplessness appearing in his gaze.}Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry."

"You're probably the only one who'd believe those rumours were true." Xiao Huaisu stroked my head gently, a faint trace of helplessness appearing in his gaze.

_{"How's the search going?"}
I was disappointed as well as hopeless, but... I was also unable to stop myself from getting lost in my thoughts. Like for instance, since my Mr. Right was into hooking up, then maybe his next fυсk buddy could also be me? Right as I thought this, the voice in my head smacked me to my senses, saying: "Quit dreaming. You're a man." Those words left two streams of tears in my heart. But while all this was happening in my head, I made sure to put on an "I'm with the times" too expression, and said to him understandingly: "So it's like that... Well, since everyone involved is an adult, it's not really a big deal then. It's fine as long as both of you are happy."

"How's the search going?"

_{My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.}Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."

My stunned senses soon returned, and I found myself staring at the large straight back of that man.

_{Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."}
"Are you sure you understood what I said?" Xiao Huaisu turned to face me, looking at me strangely.

Xiao Huaisu's originally unbothered attitude suddenly changed after hearing what I said. Now there was persistence in his voice, his gaze also emitting seriousness as he said to me: "I think because it's been so long since I've seen them, Uncle Li would pardon my disturbance."

_{I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones.}Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones. But when it came to important matters she was able to tell them apart clearly. After all, we've been through many ups and downs with her grandparents, and now that she's a little older, it was perfectly normal for her to be curious about the other person she shared a blood relation with. Which is why I shouldn't hide it from her any longer.

_{Shooting him a knowing wink, I replied: "Do you have to say it so clearly? Geez..}
How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!

Shooting him a knowing wink, I replied: "Do you have to say it so clearly? Geez... I get it, okay? But can you just not say it so casually next time? Yes, you're not in a 'relationship', but people in our domestic environment aren't too accepting of the rise and liberation of women regarding such activities, so please consider Professor Song next time, okay?" Aren't you too inconsiderate? What about any of this is worth showing off, huh? I'm not jealous, totally not jealous at all, seriously!

_{"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."}Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?

"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."

_{After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"}I was planning on refusing him at first, but after thinking how difficult it would be for a chance like this to come by in the future, me not eating this meal would be all the more tragic! even if it turned out I was the one treating him.

After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"

_{Li You figured it was rare for me to act this normal, so she gave a serious grunt of approval.}
No... he must be showing off how he got a beautiful lady like Professor Song as his special friend. How mean.

Li You figured it was rare for me to act this normal, so she gave a serious grunt of approval.

_{Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry.}That Friday, I took Li You to my parent's place for the weekend as usual, but when we were having dinner, Lee Moli uttered a sentence which gave me fright.

Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry."

_{After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.}"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."

After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.

_{Putting down his chopsticks, Xiao Huaisu gracefully wiped his mouth before resting down his napkin to reply: "Probably some time this week."}
Shooting him a knowing wink, I replied: "Do you have to say it so clearly? Geez... I get it, okay? But can you just not say it so casually next time? Yes, you're not in a 'relationship', but people in our domestic environment aren't too accepting of the rise and liberation of women regarding such activities, so please consider Professor Song next time, okay?" Aren't you too inconsiderate? What about any of this is worth showing off, huh? I'm not jealous, totally not jealous at all, seriously!

Putting down his chopsticks, Xiao Huaisu gracefully wiped his mouth before resting down his napkin to reply: "Probably some time this week."

_{"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."}Xiao Huaisu didn't push this matter again, instead asking: "You still haven't found a job as yet so why are they in such a rush to get you married?"

"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."

_{First, I pulled out my phone rocking it's newly changed screen and found a picture used for Xiao Huaisu's campus ID I got from the university's network. This picture was one I kept secretly on my phone.}While waiting for our orders to arrive, Xiao Huaisu took a sip of his tea, then after putting down his cup, he casually asked: "Have you started looking for a company to intern at recently?"

First, I pulled out my phone rocking it's newly changed screen and found a picture used for Xiao Huaisu's campus ID I got from the university's network. This picture was one I kept secretly on my phone.

_{This situation right here tells us just how huge a gap there is between expectations and reality. There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost".}
After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."

This situation right here tells us just how huge a gap there is between expectations and reality. There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost".

_{Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?}I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!

Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?

_{After making my way back to the university, I finished attending a couple of classes then went home to get the clothes.}"No no no! I'm the one who trusted Li Zhi too much!"

After making my way back to the university, I finished attending a couple of classes then went home to get the clothes.

_{"Then let's go eat first."}
"Oh, I'm shaking to see if it's all water in there."

"Then let's go eat first."

_{"How's the search going?"}If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

"How's the search going?"

_{After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"}
"..."

After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"

_{After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.}After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"

After saying he'd lend me the money, Xiao Huaisu's orders were what could be called... unrestrained. Even if he was my Mr. Perfect, there was no way my heart wouldn't hurt from seeing all that money flying out my pocket. So unable to bear the pain of shelling out all that cash, I smiled lightly at him, feigning a look as someone coming from new money that inferred he should order as he pleased.

_{"I'll just do it next week then," Xiao Huaisu replied casually.}
"Listen, we only have an ordinary working relationship."

"I'll just do it next week then," Xiao Huaisu replied casually.

_{I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"}Putting down his chopsticks, Xiao Huaisu gracefully wiped his mouth before resting down his napkin to reply: "Probably some time this week."

I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"

_***
"But you read her emails. How can you still have just an ordinary relationship then?"

***

_{While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.}Should I jump up and knock some sense into him? I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.

While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.

_{Just as I was in complete awe of myself, Xiao Huaisu sent me a tornado that blew me into a rainbow high in the sky. I was left utterly stunned.}
"At the office, the computer she uses had a problem so when I helped her fix it I saw the email you sent her along with my name, and with her permission, I opened then read it. Is there a problem with that?"

Just as I was in complete awe of myself, Xiao Huaisu sent me a tornado that blew me into a rainbow high in the sky. I was left utterly stunned.

_{"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."}
I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!

"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."

_{{Should I jump up and knock some sense into him?} I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.}After eating dinner, we went for a stroll around the neighbourhood. Then at eight thirty, I took out an adventure book and sat cross legged facing Li You on her bed. She had already changed into her little nightgown with the lace trimmings, while her hair was scattered about her shoulders. When she looked at me solemnly, I got the kind of feeling that she had already grown up, and was unable to stop my hand from reaching out to organise those messy locks of hers, while giving her a smile, ready to begin telling her the story.

Should I jump up and knock some sense into him? I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.

_{"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"}
Holding back my joy, which was just about to burst, I put on a moderate smile and said to him casually: "Oh, so you're actually single, hm..."

"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"

_{Pushing back my real thoughts, I faked a regretful face as I told him: "Oh. But this week my parents are planning to go visit the countryside to experience the joy of farm life. So they sadly won't be there."}
"You're probably the only one who'd believe those rumours were true." Xiao Huaisu stroked my head gently, a faint trace of helplessness appearing in his gaze.

Pushing back my real thoughts, I faked a regretful face as I told him: "Oh. But this week my parents are planning to go visit the countryside to experience the joy of farm life. So they sadly won't be there."

_{Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."}I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.

Xiao Huaisu listened to me, hesitated, then narrowed his eyes slightly as he added: "All the more reason for me to pay them a visit then."

_{There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost"}
Unwilling to be shown as weak, I was determined to drag Qiao Damai down with me, saying: "Qiao Damai believed it too!" After saying that I remembered my head was still cradled within his hands. Recalling how he humiliated me, I told myself I must be firm in order to restore my dignity and protect my head! "How could you say my head is filled with water?! Your friend, Li Tian, is expressing he's very angry."

There was no "aw... so delicate, so touching", only "you were possessed by a ghost"

_{I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones.}Yes, I decided to be practical and simply tell him the honest truth. Seeing he showed no signs of being mad, I breathed a sigh of relief, then added: "So that's what happened... I really uh... I really did think you were married when I did all that, but I still did deceive Professor Song though..."

I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones. But when it came to important matters she was able to tell them apart clearly. After all, we've been through many ups and downs with her grandparents, and now that she's a little older, it was perfectly normal for her to be curious about the other person she shared a blood relation with. Which is why I shouldn't hide it from her any longer.

_{Forcing out a smile, I quickly shoved a piece of braised pork into my mouth, chewing it while I spread my eyes wide and spat out lies: "It tastes really good, seriously good. My face is pale because of the milk-based cleanser I use."}
Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.

Forcing out a smile, I quickly shoved a piece of braised pork into my mouth, chewing it while I spread my eyes wide and spat out lies: "It tastes really good, seriously good. My face is pale because of the milk-based cleanser I use."

_{"But you read her emails. How can you still have just an ordinary relationship then?"}
It was true, I've misunderstood him for so long yet I was mad at the person being mistaken. I'm shameful. Immediately, I shamefully apologised: "I'm sorry for misunderstanding you for so long."

"But you read her emails. How can you still have just an ordinary relationship then?"

_{Li You crossed her arms and looked at me: "I don't think it's a big deal." Meaning, there's no reason at all for her to prepare.}
"I long gave up all hope concerning your IQ, so it's no big deal."

Li You crossed her arms and looked at me: "I don't think it's a big deal." Meaning, there's no reason at all for her to prepare.

_{Putting a chicken wing on Youyou's plate, Lee Moli said: "When you smile, you still look a lot like you dad, Youyou." And with that, she no longer continued the topic.}
Should I jump up and knock some sense into him? I wanted to, but my conscience told me to just endure.

Putting a chicken wing on Youyou's plate, Lee Moli said: "When you smile, you still look a lot like you dad, Youyou." And with that, she no longer continued the topic.

_{Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?}Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.

Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?

_{The food I ate tasted like wax in my mouth. All I could think about was the image of Lee Moli chasing me with a mop and hitting me. Seeing this Xiao Huaisu asked: "Does it taste bad? Why is your face so pale?"}Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.

The food I ate tasted like wax in my mouth. All I could think about was the image of Lee Moli chasing me with a mop and hitting me. Seeing this Xiao Huaisu asked: "Does it taste bad? Why is your face so pale?"

_{Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.}
After all, this conversation did turn my dark gloomy skies into clear ones.

Sticking his hands in his pocket, he replied disapprovingly: "Really? Your head is full of nonsense. Furthermore, you're the one who completely misunderstood me, but have I even said I was mad? Yet you're the one actually telling me you're very angry? Seriously?" That final sentence of his was delivered in a low, calm tone; making me want to hide myself away.

_{After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"}"Those two are very busy. Plus, you don't really need to go see them." I put down the teacup and placed my arms on the table, looking at Xiao Huaisu while hinting he should change his mind.

After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"

_{Just as I was in the middle of my fantasizing, I couldn't stop myself from giggling out lout like an idiot. Xiao Huaisu stealthily made his way over just then, standing right before me while I was of course so engrossed in myself I failed to notice him, and the reason for his perceived stealth-like state.}I saw that smile yet not a smile on Xiao Huaisu's face which was just like Li You's, it made my heart skip a beat. I absolutely cannot let him go meet Li Zhi and Lee Moli. Once they meet, what if Lee Moli's hawk-like eyes picks upon this clue? What will I do if she thinks that Xiao Huaisu was the one who stole me away, got me pregnant then abandoned me as a result? Xiao Huaisu is older than me, so Lee Moli would never think that I was the one who pounced on him. Naturally the latter is more unbelievable.

Just as I was in the middle of my fantasizing, I couldn't stop myself from giggling out lout like an idiot. Xiao Huaisu stealthily made his way over just then, standing right before me while I was of course so engrossed in myself I failed to notice him, and the reason for his perceived stealth-like state. Looking at the bag of clothes on my lap, he said: "I thought you were possessed by a ghost when I saw you from far away."

_{I saw that smile yet not a smile on Xiao Huaisu's face which was just like Li You's, it made my heart skip a beat. I absolutely cannot let him go meet Li Zhi and Lee Moli.}
Is there anything happier than finding out the person you like is single?

I saw that smile yet not a smile on Xiao Huaisu's face which was just like Li You's, it made my heart skip a beat. I absolutely cannot let him go meet Li Zhi and Lee Moli. Once they meet, what if Lee Moli's hawk-like eyes picks upon this clue? What will I do if she thinks that Xiao Huaisu was the one who stole me away, got me pregnant then abandoned me as a result? Xiao Huaisu is older than me, so Lee Moli would never think that I was the one who pounced on him. Naturally the latter is more unbelievable.

_{"Then let's go eat first."}N/A

"Then let's go eat first."

_{After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."}Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

After I spoke, he suddenly stopped in his tracks, turning to face me, and I slightly lifted my gaze to reach his. He reached out both his right hand as well as his left, cupping my face, then gave my head a shake. Confused by this, I stammered as I asked: "What are you doing..."

_{Dark lines formed over my face at her words. Li You definitely thought Xiao Huaisu was a woman again, so I explained: "Don't misunderstand, and listen to what I say." He's not the very manly woman you're currently imagining him to be.}

∽***∼

Dark lines formed over my face at her words. Li You definitely thought Xiao Huaisu was a woman again, so I explained: "Don't misunderstand, and listen to what I say." He's not the very manly woman you're currently imagining him to be.

_{I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.}
That Friday, I took Li You to my parent's place for the weekend as usual, but when we were having dinner, Lee Moli uttered a sentence which gave me fright.

I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.

_{Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."}"I'll just do it next week then," Xiao Huaisu replied casually.

Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

_{He never expected I'd refuse him going to visit my parents, so looked at me and asked: "Are you mad?"}
While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.

He never expected I'd refuse him going to visit my parents, so looked at me and asked: "Are you mad?"

_{"Are you sure you understood what I said?" Xiao Huaisu turned to face me, looking at me strangely.}"Those two are very busy. Plus, you don't really need to go see them." I put down the teacup and placed my arms on the table, looking at Xiao Huaisu while hinting he should change his mind.

"Are you sure you understood what I said?" Xiao Huaisu turned to face me, looking at me strangely.

_{After eating dinner, we went for a stroll around the neighbourhood. Then at eight thirty, I took out an adventure book and sat cross legged facing Li You on her bed.}
Li You, using a spoon to dig into her salted egg custard, then said to her: "Maybe it's because I look like my mom."

After eating dinner, we went for a stroll around the neighbourhood. Then at eight thirty, I took out an adventure book and sat cross legged facing Li You on her bed. She had already changed into her little nightgown with the lace trimmings, while her hair was scattered about her shoulders. When she looked at me solemnly, I got the kind of feeling that she had already grown up, and was unable to stop my hand from reaching out to organise those messy locks of hers, while giving her a smile, ready to begin telling her the story.

_{After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"}"Listen, we only have an ordinary working relationship."

After eating for while, tentatively, I asked Xiao Huaisu: "So... when exactly are you planning on visiting my parents?"

_{"Listen, we only have an ordinary working relationship."}
Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.

"Listen, we only have an ordinary working relationship."

_{I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.}"Professor Song and I aren't in a relationship."

I panicked. I panicked so much I couldn't manage to hold the teacup steady.

_{"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."}N/A

"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."

_"..."
Maybe it was because a long time had passed. This Lee Moli was in no way like the Lee Moli from back then who cared about Li You having another father. But this reaction was in no way proof she won't kick up a fuss about this matter again. From since I grew up, it was my first time having seen her blow up like that. I still remember her threatening me to tell her who it was after she found out I was pregnant. From the start, she scolded and beat me, but once she realised I wouldn't budge, she didn't say anything afterwards. I was shocked when she said nothing to me for half a year, which even made the stern and unsympathetic Li Zhi unable to bear it to where he pleaded with her on my behalf. Naturally I survived in the end, even though dealing with my parents disappointment, the strange changes of my body, and the person I like moving away back in those days were undoubtedly difficult to bear.

"..."

_{"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."}Was this him trying to hint at me that I should treat him to lunch? But I don't have any money. That nine yuan I lent Qiao Damai was all I had on me, so with an embarrassed look, I said to him: "But I didn't bring any money with me today."

"I sent out a few résumés and am currently waiting for replies."

_{"No, of course not. It's just that those two are getting older and prefer spending their time being wrapped up in their own little world all the more. Even I've had a hard time getting in their way. So you really don't need to go. After all, not disturbing them can be our final form of sincerity."}
Putting a chicken wing on Youyou's plate, Lee Moli said: "When you smile, you still look a lot like you dad, Youyou." And with that, she no longer continued the topic.

"No, of course not. It's just that those two are getting older and prefer spending their time being wrapped up in their own little world all the more. Even I've had a hard time getting in their way. So you really don't need to go. After all, not disturbing them can be our final form of sincerity."

_{Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."}***

Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."

_N/AJust as I was in the middle of my fantasizing, I couldn't stop myself from giggling out lout like an idiot. Xiao Huaisu stealthily made his way over just then, standing right before me while I was of course so engrossed in myself I failed to notice him, and the reason for his perceived stealth-like state. Looking at the bag of clothes on my lap, he said: "I thought you were possessed by a ghost when I saw you from far away."

N/A

_{After eating, we made our way out to the restaurant parking lot.}
After eating dinner, we went for a stroll around the neighbourhood. Then at eight thirty, I took out an adventure book and sat cross legged facing Li You on her bed. She had already changed into her little nightgown with the lace trimmings, while her hair was scattered about her shoulders. When she looked at me solemnly, I got the kind of feeling that she had already grown up, and was unable to stop my hand from reaching out to organise those messy locks of hers, while giving her a smile, ready to begin telling her the story.

After eating, we made our way out to the restaurant parking lot.

_N/AWhile waiting for our orders to arrive, Xiao Huaisu took a sip of his tea, then after putting down his cup, he casually asked: "Have you started looking for a company to intern at recently?"

N/A

_{I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding.}Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.

I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding. It was never my intention to break you guys up or anything. Please let me explain, here's what happened—"

_{I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones.}
Li You then asked: "Dad, have you thought it over yet?"

I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones. But when it came to important matters she was able to tell them apart clearly. After all, we've been through many ups and downs with her grandparents, and now that she's a little older, it was perfectly normal for her to be curious about the other person she shared a blood relation with. Which is why I shouldn't hide it from her any longer.

_{Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.}If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.

_{I was planning on refusing him at first, but after thinking how difficult it would be for a chance like this to come by in the future, me not eating this meal would be all the more tragic! even if it turned out I was the one treating him.}
I of course knew what Li You was referring to. I thought she had already forgotten, never expecting she'd care this much about it, thus forcing me to close the book back again then ask: "Are you sure you're prepared to hear it?"

I was planning on refusing him at first, but after thinking how difficult it would be for a chance like this to come by in the future, me not eating this meal would be all the more tragic! even if it turned out I was the one treating him.

_{While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.}"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."

While looking at Li You, she said to Li Zhi: "When Youyou was a newborn, I thought she was the splitting image of Tiantian. So why does she look more different the more she grows up?" Her saying this sentence made me feel that stopping them from meeting Xiao Huaisu was all the more wise.

_{"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."}"You really don't need to be so polite. They don't even have any idea that you're back."

"It's probably because the people around them keep bringing it up. But I'm a career focused man. I already made it clear to them a man should focus on his career and am in no rush to get married."

_N/A
Li You crossed her arms and looked at me: "I don't think it's a big deal." Meaning, there's no reason at all for her to prepare.

N/A

_{I was disappointed as well as hopeless, but..}"..."

I was disappointed as well as hopeless, but... I was also unable to stop myself from getting lost in my thoughts. Like for instance, since my Mr. Right was into hooking up, then maybe his next fυсk buddy could also be me? Right as I thought this, the voice in my head smacked me to my senses, saying: "Quit dreaming. You're a man." Those words left two streams of tears in my heart. But while all this was happening in my head, I made sure to put on an "I'm with the times" too expression, and said to him understandingly: "So it's like that... Well, since everyone involved is an adult, it's not really a big deal then. It's fine as long as both of you are happy."

_{"I'll just do it next week then," Xiao Huaisu replied casually.}All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.

"I'll just do it next week then," Xiao Huaisu replied casually.

_{I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding.}
I scratched my head, saying to her: "Let me sit on it for a few minutes, okay?"

I thought Xiao Huaisu had said this was not a big deal when he called? If it wasn't a big deal he wouldn't have though of waiting until I'm here to quickly switch up the topic like this. I could feel my heart almost wanting to jump out my chest, but I tried my best to fake being calm as I explained: "That was a misunderstanding. It was never my intention to break you guys up or anything. Please let me explain, here's what happened—"

_{Was this him trying to hint at me that I should treat him to lunch? But I don't have any money. That nine yuan I lent Qiao Damai was all I had on me, so with an embarrassed look, I said to him: "But I didn't bring any money with me today."}All hope is lost. I... I never thought this prince would be so "with the times" and actually be engaging in casual hookups.

Was this him trying to hint at me that I should treat him to lunch? But I don't have any money. That nine yuan I lent Qiao Damai was all I had on me, so with an embarrassed look, I said to him: "But I didn't bring any money with me today."

_{How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!}
Following the passing of a few minutes, I said to Li You: "Here's the thing, your grandpa and grandma still don't know about them, so after I tell you, you have to keep it a secret for dad, alright?"

How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!

_{"You're probably the only one who'd believe those rumours were true." Xiao Huaisu stroked my head gently, a faint trace of helplessness appearing in his gaze.}
Li You figured it was rare for me to act this normal, so she gave a serious grunt of approval.

"You're probably the only one who'd believe those rumours were true." Xiao Huaisu stroked my head gently, a faint trace of helplessness appearing in his gaze.

_{"Are you sure you understood what I said?" Xiao Huaisu turned to face me, looking at me strangely.}
I was still quite trusting of that little mouth of Li You's. Even though she has thrown me under the bus a lot of times, those matters were all small ones. But when it came to important matters she was able to tell them apart clearly. After all, we've been through many ups and downs with her grandparents, and now that she's a little older, it was perfectly normal for her to be curious about the other person she shared a blood relation with. Which is why I shouldn't hide it from her any longer.

"Are you sure you understood what I said?" Xiao Huaisu turned to face me, looking at me strangely.

_{It was true, I've misunderstood him for so long yet I was mad at the person being mistaken. I'm shameful. Immediately, I shamefully apologised: "I'm sorry for misunderstanding you for so long."}
Before I said anything though, I made sure to leave the bed and make sure the door was closed properly, then afterwards, returned to the bed again and sat facing Li You. Following this, with the utmost seriousness, I began the journey of removing all her doubts.

It was true, I've misunderstood him for so long yet I was mad at the person being mistaken. I'm shameful. Immediately, I shamefully apologised: "I'm sorry for misunderstanding you for so long."

_{"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"}If this was before, I would've scrambled to explain everything to him in an attempt to defend my image. But now, after finding out Xiao Huaisu was Professor Song's, I've long given up such a thing. None of it matters any more, and since I can't keep these clothes, I might as well just give them back in stride, "Here."

"Oh. So in your eyes, I'm someone whose character is completely untrustworthy?"

_{"Those two are very busy. Plus, you don't really need to go see them." I put down the teacup and placed my arms on the table, looking at Xiao Huaisu while hinting he should change his mind.}
First, I pulled out my phone rocking it's newly changed screen and found a picture used for Xiao Huaisu's campus ID I got from the university's network. This picture was one I kept secretly on my phone.

"Those two are very busy. Plus, you don't really need to go see them." I put down the teacup and placed my arms on the table, looking at Xiao Huaisu while hinting he should change his mind.

_{After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"}Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."

After listening to my explanation, he asked: "Uncle Li wanted you to get married so he told you I was?"

_{I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!}Li Zhi and Lee Moli both knew I'd been open with Li You about this matter and it was free to discuss. So when Lee Moli heard the word mom, she expressed no obvious reaction.

I only paid attention to the most important point he mentioned, that is, he and Professor Song weren't in a relationship, let alone being sex friends!

_{While on our way to the parking lot, I couldn't help but be in awe. How could I be so quick on my feet, huh? How just how can I be so clever—and still be this handsome!}
Not waiting for me to say it, Li You looked at the phone screen and said in an instant: "It really was him."

While on our way to the parking lot, I couldn't help but be in awe. How could I be so quick on my feet, huh? How just how can I be so clever—and still be this handsome!

_{Yes, I decided to be practical and simply tell him the honest truth. Seeing he showed no signs of being mad, I breathed a sigh of relief, then added: "So that's what happened... I really uh... I really did think you were married when I did all that, but I still did deceive Professor Song though..."}Forcing out a smile, I quickly shoved a piece of braised pork into my mouth, chewing it while I spread my eyes wide and spat out lies: "It tastes really good, seriously good. My face is pale because of the milk-based cleanser I use."

Yes, I decided to be practical and simply tell him the honest truth. Seeing he showed no signs of being mad, I breathed a sigh of relief, then added: "So that's what happened... I really uh... I really did think you were married when I did all that, but I still did deceive Professor Song though..."

_{How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? {Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!}}I just honestly wish you would never meet those two. Why would I be mad? Besides, I know you're busy right now.

How could I not understand? Has my ability to understand ever not been right? Xiao Huaisu, you're looking down on me, aren't you!

_{Xiao Huaisu didn't take them though, instead he asked: "Have you eaten?"}
Dark lines formed over my face at her words. Li You definitely thought Xiao Huaisu was a woman again, so I explained: "Don't misunderstand, and listen to what I say." He's not the very manly woman you're currently imagining him to be.

Xiao Huaisu didn't take them though, instead he asked: "Have you eaten?"

_{It might drag on for a while, but as for next week, I'll just have to think up another excuse to successfully prevent Xiao Huaisu from meeting my folks. If need be, I'll even be brazen.}Shooting him a knowing wink, I replied: "Do you have to say it so clearly? Geez... I get it, okay? But can you just not say it so casually next time? Yes, you're not in a 'relationship', but people in our domestic environment aren't too accepting of the rise and liberation of women regarding such activities, so please consider Professor Song next time, okay?" Aren't you too inconsiderate? What about any of this is worth showing off, huh? I'm not jealous, totally not jealous at all, seriously!

It might drag on for a while, but as for next week, I'll just have to think up another excuse to successfully prevent Xiao Huaisu from meeting my folks. If need be, I'll even be brazen.

_{To which I responded: "No."}
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To which I responded: "No."

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